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Burnin Away

It’s only when I’m by myself That I feel lonely Late at night is when it’s the worst
The mascara tears running down my face It doesn’t mean a thing to you But the memories are killing me
They kill me softly Slowly, but surely The light that’s within my soul It slowly burns out as everyday without you goes by
Maybe someday I will get my heart mended by another But until that day I’m fading with every last beat of the heart

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Take It But Don't Break ItAll I can do now is hope for the best I have little trust Whole lot of faith And I don’t know about the rest What about you?
How could you have left me like this? I sat her with tears Crying myself to sleep on the couch Trying to forget all the memories While you went running back to her Being all sweet like you would with me
She wasn’t there taking care of you When you were too drunk to care about her She didn’t shove out tons of money
For nothing in return She didn’t bend her back over backwards to serve your every ne Take It But Don't Break It
by ~Amanduh424

Burnin AwayIt’s only when I’m by myself That I feel lonely Late at night is when it’s the worst
The mascara tears running down my face It doesn’t mean a thing to you But the memories are killing me
They kill me softly Slowly, but surely The light that’s within my soul It slowly burns out as everyday without you goes by
Maybe someday I will get my heart mended by another But until that day I’m fading with every last beat of the heart Burnin Away
by ~Amanduh424

I Deserve ItI’ve never asked for money Nor Diamonds I’ve never asked for you to spoil me with materials All I’ve ever wanted was for you to love me
A man who would show me unconditional love
Faithful Honesty Support And Commitment
Someone who understands me and accepts who I am I’m not asking much I’m asking what I deserve I Deserve It
by ~Amanduh424

Finding My Dignity“You’re my rock” That’s what you always tell me But lately your actions tell me otherwise I’m not 2 inches tall So why do you treat me like your so much bigger?
I’ve given you all the kindness in my heart I hold all my animosity in I struggle within my own self I tear at my scalp trying to hold onto something Some kind of dignity maybe
It’s time I stood my ground Maybe just walk out It’s not like you appreciate what you’ve got all around
I doubt you could make me believe You prove yourself to be what you say your not Finding My Dignity
by ~Amanduh424

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Thu Oct 26, 2006, 11:07 PM

Mood: Frustrated
Listening to: Last Letters Home-Dropkick Murphy's

Well this is my first journal. Although I'm not sure what a journal is on here I know that a journal that you actually write in is something you express yourself with. So, I guess I will be treating it like that except typing instead of writing. I don't know what to write right at the moment but I will be writing soon. Peace!

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Current Residence: Northern Cali-for-nye-a
Interests: White water rafting, animals, writing, music, horse back riding, hanging out with friends and family
Favourite movie: American History X
Favourite band or musician: As of right now Papa Roach
Favourite genre of music: Country, Bluegrass, Rap, Hip Hop, R and B, Soul, Irish Punk, Punk, Metal, Rock, Alternative, Blues
Favourite poet or writer: Not sure
Favourite photographer: That's too hard
MP3 player of choice: I tunes
Shell of choice: Taco haha
Skin of choice: mine